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sick sick sick! had fever for 3 days and luckily i'm recovering.. mood still very bad though :(

hall life after camp is really fun.. but i think there is a price to pay for everything :( all the suppers and late night COTs + sick games are making most of us sick. and me, the number of hours i skipped lessons last week is comparable to the number of hours i skipped lessons for the whole of last year. sigh.. i think i really have to study already. hall is distracting me too much and as much as i enjoy it, i also pray that all the fun dies out soon before my grades and health suffer :(

my mum just commented my face looks ROUGH and asked if it was because of my rash that just recovered. seriously i think that hurts coz i was just thinking my complexion improved! shit.. even if it's bad i think it's because of the late nights.. nothing to do with the rash i suppose. and anyway i haven't even finished my antibiotics for the rash and here comes a few more packets of medicine for my fever/cough/flu. i feel so sick of eating medicine! sick sick sick. i think i can open pharmacy already. nothing went right ever since i went for wisdom teeth surgery. i had been on medication since! all types of medicine for all types of conditions. yucks. i think this year is not a good year for me. especially july and august.. dont know what kind of dog shit luck i have.

i hadn't been eating well too! i'm eating lesser and lesser now.. i just can't seem to find back my giant appetite. nowadays i always find it a chore to finish everything on my plate.. and when food wastage is one of the top things i hate in life.

i hate it when most of the medicine i'm taking now makes me drowsy and i can't study properly when i have the time. and then when i go back to hall again on monday all the dnd things will keep me occupied again. not like the dnd things are going smoothly too. seems like everything is WRONG right from the start. so much unforseen circumstances. my team members are going to slowly leave due to uncontrollable factors. in the end it might just be left with the 2 of us holding the sky up. plus we haven't even completed our sponsorship hunt?

i think we have no choice but to put up a brave front. we cannot let the freshies know of all these problems or else their spirits might be dampened..

sometimes, i just hope i can seek shelter under a reliable wing. who can provide that?

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